i'm in love with HAFIZ, that guy who came to crescent to play the guitar(:
like, he actually played MORE THAN WORDS when he was asked to introduce the guitar to us(: and i really think his smile is HOT HOT HOT! :D and omg. imagine if some person were to just play ME that song. HAHA! -dazes off into dreamland. BLEAGH.

today was slack. did nothing during CME. teacher didnt even come to class. so me and juliet were practically listening to songs while trying to sleep. then about 15 minutes before home econs, we danced. math was cool(: he was nice enough to let us postpone our test date(: i still havent finished half the geog chapters ): I MUST START IN FIVE MINUTES TIME!

i dont know why. but the word "strong" gives me alot of encouragement; for anything, everything. yes, i know no one can be by my side 24/7. so STRONG is here(: it's lame. okay. shut up.


organ class today was okay. ms sarah was really stressed. she actually completed this THICK set of papers with small notes for a performance, which she started doing ONLY last 2 weeks. gosh. she's damn PRO la! and there are 8 players. so she had to prepare 8 different parts la. gosh. she's just DAMN DAMN good (: and really. im participating in the coming festival (: though the song's not quite complete :/ the heats is next month. MAY i do my very best(: and i REALLY need to polish on my playing. yeahh.

dance tomorrow. i really hope that my group'll do well, even though HQ is with us. i TOTALLY respect JULIET for being ULTRA patient while teaching her the steps. sometimes i wonder what else she cant do when shifting her shoulders is already hard for her. ):
God created her the way she is. and i laugh at it. MANN. i made myself feel terrible right now :/ WTH. i bet i'll continue being like how i treated her like just now, and the days and weeks and months and year ago. (:


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